God is Sovereign – Still
I have breast cancer.
The cancer was found by the miracle of a screening MRI – which almost wasn’t ordered – which was scheduled even after my mammogram in September came back clean – I am 37 years old, most people my age haven’t even had a mammogram yet. I’m by no means happy about this, but my heart cannot quit being thankful that this was found now instead of years from now.
What we know now is that I have a 1 cm tumor that is grade 1 ductal carcinoma. I also have two very small spots on my other side that can’t be seen on ultrasound to biopsy. My lymph nodes look good. Estrogen, progesterone, and HER2 haven’t come back yet.
I will be having a double mastectomy and reconstruction soon (like, next week probably). I’m still holding out hope for no need for chemo, but we just don’t know yet.
We sat at our kitchen table tonight and told our children this earth-shaking news. God had been preparing their hearts – I don’t know how to explain it, but I know He had. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, but that time was even allowed to be a moment to declare our faith as a family. God doesn’t waste details.
It’s been a very long day, and I am very tired, so that’s all I have to say right now. But, it won’t be for long. I need you to know and understand how good my Jesus still is. And, if you don’t believe me, I long to talk to you about it. Faith isn’t something we just lightly sing about or get emotional about or laugh off when someone makes us feel a little strange about it. If I can’t have Faith that He has walked this path before me and that even this is GOOD right now, then when will I ever have it? And, I’m here to proclaim it…
Love to you all,
Devin
5 Comments
Susan Berry
Sweet girl please know I will be praying for you! Thankful you found this early and surgery will be right away! If I can help y’all I surely will!
Misty Lamberson
Devin,
I’m so incredibly sorry to read this news. But from someone who has been there, you my friend are ready and will beat this. I know the shock of it all and how overwhelming it all can be…but you can do it.
Your faith is so inspiring. Please never stop sharing your beautiful thoughts. I will be praying for a successful surgery and recovery, comfort and peace for you and positive results for any of the unknown.
Lori
Oh Devin. We’re praying hard for y’all. Love – Lori and Curtis
Janie berryhill woods
I think of you often. I see that sweet little girl that worked with me at the eye clinic. I know has his plan for you in place. He is able in all things. I will be praying for you and your mom as well as your family.
Anne Ross
Your faith is strong and will see you through this trial! I will keep you in my prayers. We serve an awesome God!!! He is your strength, your song, and your HEALER!